Today I was told I was heartless, that I didnt care about anyone. The situation was complicated. I couldnt give someone what they wanted from me, which was just a simple friendship. Well, I think they wanted more, she wanted more. And I knew I couldnt give that to her, so I didnt want to take it to a frienship because I didnt think that would be wise or fair.
That affected me alot. But I think I do have trouble showing affection. It doesnt come naturally anymore. That scares me. Scares me alot.
How do you still feel about this today?
ReplyDeleteToday im different. I can show affection quite easily. I lived in fear then. But not now :)
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