Untitled.

I think that the reason it gets to me so is because I trusted you. Ultimately what you do with your time shouldn't get to me so. But not being in your life is sometimes, well heartbreaking. At the same time I understand though, that I just don't fit. And I think knowing that hurts me too. However, I am happy with myself. Who I am. What I feel. I'm perfectly cool. There just two parts of myself, in conflict.